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Dateline: Charleston, Oregon August 29, 2013
Waves. After my respite in Maine, I decided – once again – to try to muster some self-discipline. I arrived back in Seattle last Saturday night, and immediately resolved to park somewhere nice and re-establish Marga into touring shape – stow the fall clothing I had removed from the bag I took to Maine, stow the stuff I wear day-in and day-out from that bag to where I normally keep it. Clean Marga, re-organize the stuff in the bins between the seats, toss the 4-week-old loaf of bread and get a fresh one, and a few more items.
It’s now Thursday, and I had yet to do any of that, except replace the bread. And what does one say about a loaf of whole wheat bread that is five weeks old, not moldy, and still soft? Nothing good, I think. It was OK bread. Not Dan’s Brick Oven Bread, a desem sourdough loaf of outstanding quality (and sorely missed), but it was good enough with WalMart Natural Peanut Butter when it was young. I’ll let you know if I sprout a new head from the preservatives in the new loaf. It’s the same bread as what I tossed. Safeway House Brand 8 Grain.
I had fantasized about finding a pretty place to park on the beach, waves crashing, and doing all my housekeeping while I watched the ocean.
The Multiverse heard me, and gave me Charleston, Oregon, and Bastendorff Beach Park. A pretty beach, nice waves, adequate, flat parking and a maximum stay of 24 hours. No signs prohibiting camping, and besides, my version of camping is a parking space. I’m checked in for the night. I’ve been watching surfers in the four-foot breakers, and teenagers on boogie boards. A lady my age parked behind me to take a walk on the beach and took a long look at my church signs. She seemed skeptical.
The rain came in, hard, with a wind blowing out to sea. I had to trim the van’s windows to minimize the intrusion of spray. Dark is closing in, and with no stars or lights around, it will be a dark night. I had hoped for a sunset.
Before bunking in, it was off to the Harbor View Café, where I ate a generous helping of beer-batter fried local tuna and fresh-cut French fries. My other variation of fish ‘n chips had been deep-fried salmon in Westport, Washington, which had been equally wonderful. I can’t remember the last time I ate red meat. Don’t remind me about deep frying the fish.
Then, it was off to Wally World to get an oil change and tire rotation. Marga just passed 30,000 miles since I bought it, and so 29,000 miles on the trip. I like to make sure it’s well taken-care-of.
Post-Wally, I went to Safeway, down the road, to check email and internet stuff from their parking lot. Safeway has free wi-fi, too, bless them. I got back to the beach about 5:00. After the big tuna meal, I tucked into a piece of 8-grain bread with nutty butter for supper. I’m trying to cut back on eating after a three-week gorge session in Maine. Feeling porky.
I’m looking forward to falling asleep to the sound of the surf. It’s going to be a good night.
Rain. This morning, I awoke in the Sutton National Forest Campground to the sound of a light rain starting to tap on Marga’s Roof. Looking at my watch by flashlight, it was 6:24. Good enough, since I’d bunked in about 8 the night before. It had sprinkled on and off all night.
I noticed, tucked into a secluded space, just how dark it was. It was really dark in the middle of the night. Really dark.
Once on the road, I meandered, as I have done coming down the Oregon coast, pulling into every state park, wayside, National Forest, and National Recreation Area that promised a beach. The Oregon Dunes National Seashore brought several such opportunities this morning in the rain, which varied from a light mist to torrential downpours.
Nevertheless, I fell into the photographic groove, making many pictures with the digital camera and my beloved Holga (a Holga costs $29, is made entirely of plastic, including lens, makes 2¼ inch square negatives that are sofl focused, vignette at the corners, and of varying exposure quality because it has no adjustments. The subject matter of gnarly lichen and moss covered oak trees was perfect for the ethereal Holga quality (or, non-quality). Add digital snaps that I can manipulate, and it was a photographer’s dream. Or at least mine. I don’t know what they look like yet, and won’t see proofs of the Holga’s film until I have a home with a darkroom, but that’s kinda not the point. It’s wonderful to be in that groove – completely in the moment and snapping like a mad fool. In other words, it was a lot of fun. Joyful. In the rain.
In the rain? With homage to having had a bad hip for years, I have refined the technique of making pictures whilst still strapped into the driver’s seat. Roll down the window and frame it up. That came in handy this morning, with the van keeping the rain off the lenses. Not to mention off me.
I teach that photographers always stand in the wrong place. The trick is to stand as close to the right place as possible. Do I feel guilty that I’m not standing? Nope.
Grist. While in Maine, I took all of the Dispatches and pasted them into one big Word file, and printed them with page numbers and a date stamp. I did the same for all the files of notes I have transcribed from the recordings I make into a little digital recorder. 117 pages of Dispatches, 145 pages of transcribed notes. Grist for the book, and I’m nowhere near done. It’s encouraging, although I’ll be honest and say I couldn’t stomach reading through the notes when I tried. That will take special effort, and I dream of doing it at my desk in my new house.
The notes will be challenging, but are more valuable than the Dispatches. In them, I note what I want to research more and learn about, perhaps pontificating about it in the book. Therefore, one line in the notes may imply several days’ work. I also muse about things, and think out loud about directions for the book, themes, insights, revelations, and good lines. The stream of my consciousness runs fast, and spills unglamorously over the rocks of my soul. It’s healthy, and saying the difficult stuff out loud helps, and forces me to focus and be specific.
I don’t quite yet know what I’ll do with the Dispatches. Someone suggested that I make them chapters of the book. I don’t think so – they aren’t cohesive enough, and the stories they tell are, in some ways, peripheral. I have themes that are emerging in my head, and in the recorder notes, that I haven’t written about in this forum. These are the things I care about the most, and unless I shift the direction of the Dispatches to cover them, they wouldn’t fit into a Dispatches-only format.
I may punctuate the overarching narrative with Dispatches – give the reader a break, I say – and let everyone exhale a little. Depending on the format, I could run Dispatches as sidebars, perhaps. I have had a lot of fun writing them, and so I guess it would be a shame to leave them out.
Fortunately, I have a lot of time to think about this, and when the time comes, I’ll play with options. I have great faith that the right format will present itself. Back in olden times, Evan was filming his documentary about Swanzey. “But I don’t know what the story is!” he would complain.
Have faith, I said, the story will emerge from the material, I replied.
We had this conversation often, and he always looked at me skeptically. Later, during editing, it did begin to emerge, and when mentor Erik Ewers saw a rough-cut, his suggestions crystallized the story.
With 145 pages of notes, so far, and anticipating well over 300 by the time I’m done, I suspect the hard task will be selecting. Hard, but fun. I envision my 30”x120” workspace top covered with Post-Its, in multiple colors, that I move around, group, remove, add, and watch the stories and themes that must be included assert themselves. They’ll talk to me, I know. I have faith/
Update – Friday morning. A splendid night, listening to the surf, and sleeping oh-so-deeply.
Cheers!
Bruce
Dateline: Westport Island, Maine, Saturday, August 17, 2013
“I should be suspicious
Of what I want.”
– Rumi
“Aashiyana” is a Sanskrit word that means “beautiful home.” I found it with the online Sanskrit-English translator. It is apparently a relatively popular girl’s name in Hindi.
It will be the name of my new home.
I took a break from Drifting a couple weeks back. The way had gone stale, or I had. Photographs weren’t coming, I was having trouble keeping in the moment, and it seemed like a veil covered the landscape. I was distracted, merely going through the motions, and that’s not what the trip is supposed to be about. It was time for a break, and I flew back to Maine for lobsters and R&R. R&R from an extended vacation? Go figure.
Then, a week or so ago, I made a long-procrastinated appointment to visit the folks at the Shelter Institute, here in close-by Woolwich. I met with Blueberry to learn about their timberframe design and manufacturing services. Unbeknownst to her, I had already made drawings and done a lot of thinking about the house I wanted to build. Shoot, I did that last winter in my little cabin.
Prior to my session with Blueberry, I had walked through a house for sale on Westport Island, which from an online search of MLS listings seemed interesting. I’m in a tough category. I want a small house – 1,500 square feet or so, single-level to anticipate my sinking into geezerhood, on the water – salt water, not a lake or river, nicely appointed, space for a darkroom They don’t exist. Waterfront lots typically have either 600 square foot uninsulated cottages, or 4,000 square foot mini-mansions with mansion price tags. What I looked at was 1,900 square feet – big – and ultimately a little goofy in its design. The main floor bathroom had a beefed-up shower curtain as a door. Huh? The living room was narrow, and with a wood stove in one direction and windows facing a lovely water view in the other. It presented tough decisions on furniture and how to arrange it. Living room as tennis court stands, with heads swinging back and forth. The basement was a walk-out, and had a lovely space, but with its windows shaded by the wide deck above, it was dungeon-dark. The kitchen in an otherwise nicely-built house was done on the cheap, with poor cabinets and crummy laminate countertops. Why? And the killer: no space for a darkroom. Back to the drawing board, literally.
Blueberry and I bonded – she is a knowledgeable, no-nonsense mom of two girls, and daughter of the founder of the Shelter Institute, which has classes in timberframe building, a store of fine tools, a real-estate agency, a big shop where they fabricate posts and beams, and more. They have been around since the early 70s, and survived all of the bumps in the real estate world. We have agreed that she will do all the worrying – she is predisposed to do that, while I am more trusting in the Multiverse. We’re a good team for this project.
We agreed that the next step should be for me to plunk $500 on a design consultation with their two guys, Gaius, her brother, and Ethan, their engineer, to draw plans for my abode, on which they could put prices. Three days later, I spent 2½ hours with the two guys, and we developed plans for my 30×48 ranch-style timberframe, including window selection and placement. Gaius suggested, after hearing stories of my trip, that I should have a radio show just to tell stories. Little did he know about these Dispatches.
OK, house designed. But where to put it? I had been doing internet searches of vacant land, and toured in my rented Toyota Yaris (plenty of interior room, but I’ll tell you, friends, it doesn’t drive at all like Marga the Chevy Van, and therein were a few times of panic and peril when I first got it. I mean, you turn the wheel just a little, and it goes there. Marga thinks about it for a minute, and then slowly, lumberingly, responds).
My dream parcel, which I looked at, was a little cottage on a larger parcel down by the water, surrounded by mature trees. Subdivide it from the rest of the mess that was for sale, bulldoze, and build.
To make a long story only slightly shorter, Maine coastal regulations say that I can’t do that. I can only make the 300-square-foot cottage 30% larger, or bulldoze and build much farther from the water, which wasn’t in a good spot. The owners were crazy, too, and when I actually put in an offer for a subdivided parcel, their realtor laughed. Not nice. She said they had turned down a somewhat similar offer for a third more money than I had offered, because the family members in this estate sale thought that the whole property was worth at least twice the entire asking price. Not likely, and that it has been for sale for over a year at their pauper’s-valuation gives some evidence that they are delusional. Punch line: the realtor is apparently one of the heirs. Moral: Don’t die and leave your heirs land. They will cease to be rational.
So, on to choice number two. 3.4 acres on Westport Island, 4.5 miles south of Route 1, facing the Back River, a wide salt-waterish body. 315 feet of waterfront, 420 feet deep, covered with mostly hemlocks and oaks. When I walked it, it was lovely. Westport setback requirements are 75 feet from the water, the building spot I found looks to be about 150’, so no worries. The listing had a septic system design from 2002, so that hurdle looked cleared. There is a right-of-way for a driveway through the parcel behind it to take me out to Route 144, the main drag down the island. I found an Osprey feather where I plan to build the house, the parcel is full of wild Blueberry bushes (remember her?), and there are also, friends of the Multiverse, wild raspberries. In addition to all those signs, I remembered that I really wanted a little house in the woods, too. This land gives me both. It is ideal. Fruit included.
Condensing this fascinating narrative, I have a contract on it. After proper inspections and a new septic design to clear off the contingencies (can you believe that government regulations about septic systems near the coastline have changed in 11 years! Amazing! More guvmint interference in our lives!), I will close on it sometime between now and September 26. I suggested to Blueberry that I hear Christmas bells for being in my new house by then, and she smiles and says that January is more likely.
Maybe. On the other hand, with the peace of mind of a future path, I can re-focus on the trip. After all, the Pacific Coast has long been fantasized as the highlight of the trip, with Drifting around northern California also of special value. I want to be here for construction, in order to supervise, photograph, and lend a hand where I can. The timberframe and sheathing will go up in about three or four days, and I for sure don’t want to miss that. Therefore, timing is a matter of deep thought right now, and I may just delay construction through the winter to have time to do the trip right, and then be here while my home is made next Spring. Thoughts, anyone?
Oh, yeah, the Pacific Coast. For about four years, I have had a fantasy of living in Long Beach, Washington. I was going to run away from home, live in a driftwood hut on the beach with a bunch of my good friends, who, of course, were going to drop everything in their lives to squat on a beach in Washington State. We were going to play volleyball every day, and at night, we’d line up near water’s edge to watch the sunset while sucking Tootsie Roll Pops with our hands clasped behind our backs, rocking up and down onto the balls of our feet. We would live an idyllic, irresponsible life.
Now, when this fantasy intersects reality, the first thing we look at is how many cloudy days Long Beach, Washington has each year (a lot), the average temperature (mid 50s, I think), the amount of rainfall (measured in buckets), and the wind off the ocean (strong, consistent, including the occasional gale warning). So just on paper, Long Beach and a vagabond life of beach volleyball is a complete bust.
Then, I went there. Bunked into an expensive Super 8 in not all that great a shape, wandered down to a restaurant, where I ate an oyster burger (oysters being a famed local crop), garlic fries, and a pint of local beer. I got mild food poisoning. The following morning, I drove out onto the beach, to find it driftwood-less, and full of signs telling me to get my goddam van off the sand. Well, I’d driven a few beaches farther north, and knew to look for wet sand to turn around on, because it was packed and I wouldn’t get stuck. Wrong. Marga, even with Traction Stabilization, dug in and spun its wheels. Climbing out and approaching a woman with four sturdy teenage girls, I asked for a push. Mom flatly refused. Refused. Said explicitly that she “would not help.” The first such case in 27,000 miles of human interaction. She pointed at the next group of people and told me to go ask them. I thanked her for her kindness, and sure enough, the next couple came, and inside of 30 seconds, I was back on solid sand and leaving Long Beach, Washington, as fast as I could. The Multiverse had given me many, many signs that Long Beach was not the place to spend the rest of my days. Even with Tootsie Roll Pops.
I flew out of Seattle a day later, having gotten a pretty good fare on Southwest from there to Manchester, New Hampshire, where I rented the little Yaris pocket-rocket for a good rate. On to Maine. Lobster dinner accomplished, house plans accomplished, land almost accomplished, pending a walk-about with the local code enforcement guy to ensure that it is a buildable lot. I have a call in to him, as yet unreturned, to schedule the walk-about. My new septic design will be scoped Tuesday. The driveway, septic-installer, foundation-digger will meet me Wednesday. I think I’ll get back to Seattle late in the week, or after the weekend, to resume Drifting. I feel ready.
Well, it seemed the way opened to plan to settle on Westport Island, in Maine. While I had hoped merely to connect with the Shelter Institute, the actuality exceeded the scope by a lot. Yet it all fell together quickly, and so far, wonderfully. Heat Moon has something in his guiding advice to me (“Proceed as the way opens”).
So does Rumi. None of this would have happened if I hadn’t wanted R&R, if Drifting had not gone stale. The Multiverse is a terrific place, but then, as I’ve said, it’s the only Multiverse we have. And I have raspberries on my land.
I hope all of you are enjoying the summer.
Cheers!
Bruce
“His writing is interesting,” Friend Wendy’s mother, JoJo, told her. “But I don’t understand it.”
A valid point. Let’s do a primer on the Multiverse.
We live on planet Earth, a third-rate planet revolving around a third-rate star in a remote part of the Milky Way galaxy. OK, everybody knows that the Earth revolves around the sun, right? Don’t be too cocky, in a recent survey, 49% of Earthlings didn’t know that the Earth revolves around the sun. Fortunately, majority ruled.
Earth is a relatively non-descript planet. It formed from a giant cloud of dust that had been ejected by the explosions of multiple stars. Dust consisting of all the elements that we remember from the periodic table and high school chemistry, like carbon, oxygen, nitrogen, iron, and so forth. All these elements were created in the interiors of stars that exploded – what we call supernovas. The gravitational attraction of all the dust made the dust come together and become more and more dense, until it condensed into a solid ball with, as it turns out in our case, a molten iron core. That’s our planet. Stars died in massive explosions so that Earth could exist. So that we could exist.
Earth revolves around the sun at a distance of 93 million miles. Fortunately for us, that is precisely the distance needed to give us the climate we have. Venus, closer to the sun, is wicked hot, because it’s closer, and because there is a horrific greenhouse effect on Venus. Mars is farther away, and a bit chilly for our tastes. Earth is juuuust right.
Earth revolves around its axis, giving us day and night. The rate of rotation keeps us from being too hot or too cold – juuust right. Know why we have seasons? Because relative to the sun our rotation is cockeyed – at a tilt of about 23 degrees. So when it’s summer in America, and the sun is higher in the sky, it’s winter in Australia, with the sun lower in the sky, and vise versa when the seasons are reversed. It is NOT, as many Earthlings believe, because we are closer to the sun in summer. When the sun is higher in the sky, it has less air to penetrate, and so it’s warmer. In winter, with more air to penetrate, it’s colder. Varying the distance from the sun has nothing to do with it.
The sun revolves around the core of the Milky Way galaxy, and takes a long time to go all the way around. The sun is one of 100 billion – that’s 100,000,000,000 – stars in our galaxy. Many of them are near the galactic center. We like the galactic center, because scientists have found large quantities of Ethyl Formate, the chemical that makes raspberries taste like raspberries, in the center of the galaxy. Hence the phrase “Taste the Raspberry Universe.” Scientists have also calculated that the Universe has a color, too, that is a light cream hue. In a contest, the scientists named it “Cosmic Latte.” Cool. Don’t know if the winner got a cash prize – Star Bucks??
Our galaxy is one of a cluster of galaxies – galaxies tend to form clusters from gravitational attraction to each other. In fact, we are on a collision course with the Andromeda galaxy, which currently is about 2 million light-years away. (Note: a light-year is the distance it takes for light to travel for one year at a speed of 186,000 miles per second. That’s about 6 trillion miles.) If you want to worry about it, we’re scheduled to collide with Andromeda in about 10 billion years. It won’t keep me awake worrying.
I hear two numbers for the number of galaxies in the universe. I read 100 billion, and I read 200 billion. Either way, it’s a lot. If you hold your hand at arm’s length and stick your thumb up to the night sky, your thumbnail is obscuring about 100,000 galaxies from view. One thumbnail. The Hubble telescope has made pictures of a slice of the night sky smaller than your thumb, and there are more galaxies in the picture than you can count. Love that Hubble.
Now, the accepted view is that the universe was created about 13.72 billion years ago by an explosion of unbelievable magnitude. The Big Bang. At that time, one view says that all the matter in the universe was contained in a space so small we can’t conceive of it – 10 to the minus 23rd power centimeters, known as the Planck Distance. Think of a decimal point, 23 zeroes, and a 1-slice of less than an inch. That’s pretty small. It exploded into the universe in a tiny, tiny fraction of a second. Another, more recent idea, holds that empty space isn’t really empty, but rather contains energy. Since Einstein told us that matter is energy in another form, this idea says that the entire universe could have been created from empty space that burped into the universe that we see, and the complex physics behind it says that it might just be possible. That’s all we really need to know for this Dispatch, which is good, because I’ve read the chapter in the book that explains the basic idea 4 times, and I still don’t understand it. It has something to do with frozen beer bottles exploding when you open them. Huh?
That said, the burping has to do with Quantum Mechanics, which is the science of the very, very small. It’s where physicists talk about quarks, and the Higgs Boson. The math supports the idea that there was a burp involving the very, very small in space empty of everything except energy, and voila! The universe. Energy changed into matter, sort of, and we got all we have. Hence, the Quantum Burp!
When the universe was formed, it was very hot, and a lot of tiny particles like protons, neutrons, and electrons were swimming around. When it cooled off enough, after 100,000 years or so, protons and electrons could form bonds, and create hydrogen, helium, and a little lithium. But that was it. Gobs of hydrogen, under the force of gravity, came together until the gravitational attraction was so intense that the hydrogen atoms fused together into helium, giving off an incredible amount of energy, and forming stars. We do this on Earth when we explode a hydrogen bomb. Think of the sun as millions of hydrogen bombs exploding every second. The sun stays its size because the explosion from hydrogen fusing together is balanced by the gravitational attraction of so much hydrogen. That’s what stars are all about.
Stars the size of our sun, when they run out of hydrogen fuel, will swell into what are called Red Giants, where, in our case, the sun will swallow the Earth as it expands. It will be a Red Giant for a couple million years, and then collapse into a White Dwarf, a small, hot ball not much bigger than the Earth. The Red Giant part is on the calendar for about 5 billion years from now. No need to buy extra Coppertone right away.
But, you see, all stars are not the same size. When a star is roughly 10 times the size of our sun, there is no Red Giant stage. Instead, the star explodes in the universes’ largest detonation, the supernova. Astronomers calculate that a supernova happens in our galaxy about once every 100 years or so. When a big star explodes, two things happen. First, it ejects huge amounts of “dust” consisting of the elements heavier than lithium – those which make up the bulk of our plant – especially carbon, oxygen and nitrogen. The other thing that often happens is that the leftover matter collapses under gravity so strong that not even light can escape. We call that a Black Hole. Black Holes are cool, but that’s a subject for another Dispatch. Or maybe not.
So if supernovas are the source of all elements heavier than lithium, just for the record there have been about 200 million supernovas just in our Milky Way galaxy. That’s why, thinking of yourself, you are made of stardust – the carbon, oxygen, nitrogen, iron, and other trace stuff came from long-ago supernovas, and in fact the stuff in your right hand is likely from a different exploding star than the stuff in your left. Stars Died So That You Could Live.
But it all gets weirder. The next frontier in particle physics beyond Quantum Mechanics is called String Theory, or sometimes Superstring Theory. In Superstring Theory, the math works when we imagine a universe of eleven dimensions, including time. We experience four, including time. The esoteric ideas go on, and the math supports, the notion that there may be multiple universes – as many as 10 followed by 120 zeroes multiple universes. St. Brian Greene, when explaining the implications, notes that with that many universes, at least one is exactly like this one. So remember that the next time you’re singing in the shower – it may be at least a duet. And dare I mention sex? It becomes a group activity in a Multiverse.
The Quantum Burp idea, promulgated by St. Lawrence Krauss, implies that there may be as many as 10 followed by 500 zeroes alternate universes. Even more than Superstring theory. Uff da, as we Norwegians say, that’s a lot. Think of a quartet or a quintet in the shower, and an orgy, of sorts.
St. Brian Greene talks of all these universes as being imagined as a Cosmic Bubble Bath, where each universe is a separate bubble. Let me imagine myself with all of the beautiful wimmin in the world sharing the Cosmic Bubble Bath. Cosmic Bliss.
Enter St, Neil deGrasse Tyson. He notes that there is more gravity in our universe than can be explained by the amount of matter. He also notes that the math of multiple universes supports the idea that gravity may be able to be felt between universes. We may be feeling the gravity from another universe. Cool. This notion prompted the earlier Dispatch titled “A Consensual Universe?”
So here we are. Stardust. In a universe that tastes like raspberries, and looks like latte. A part of a bubble bath of an incredible number of alternate universes, whose gravity may be shared. Not just a Uni-verse. Maybe part of a Multi-verse.
Feeling small? We are pretty small stuff in something so large. I’m a blob of protoplasm inhabiting a third-rate planet revolving around a third-rate star in an average galaxy that is one of 100 billion galaxies in a universe that might be one of more universes than certainly can be imagined. So what do I do? Well, my question to the likes of Krauss, Greene and Tyson is: “When did the creation of our universe end?” What date and time? I don’t think there is one. The Creation Is, not was. It’s still going on and we each have a role to play, for better or worse. I don’t think my life has meaning beyond what I make while living it. I play a role in the ongoing creation, and to the extent that I can make that role meaningful for me, then it is enough for one man. As part of it, the best that I can do is to live fully in this moment. I am finding that to be more difficult than I thought.
So that’s the Cosmic Primer, dear friends. I hope it has made some sense. Enjoy the Multiverse; it’s the only one we have.
Sing loud in that shower!
Bruce
Dateline: Olympic National Park, Mora Campground
My Sunday morning started off poorly. My Google Chrome web browser had been hijacked by the “searchiu” virus, and my cell phone was farting at me, rather than making its usual beeps and boops. Then “Ask.com” intervened on my browser and prevented me from doing any web surfing with the bogus “searchiu.” Electronic Hell.
Going to Google Chrome “Settings” and deleting the malware browsers fixed (I think) that problem, and turning off and on my phone seemed to fix that as well, my phone returning to its typical annoying cheerfulness.
My phone gets tired, I think. When left around, it fades down to one bar, or no bars, of AT&T service. But if I shut it off and restart it, I get four bars. Go figure. Next time I’m in civilization that has an AT&T store, I’m taking it in to ask. For the time being, however, it’s survivable.
While more coffee than usual helped, nevertheless I was in a foul mood.
But as we know, dear friends, the Universe seems to always give me what I need. A foray into the TED.com site found this talk by St. Brian Greene. It is the most cogent, easy-to-understand, and compelling explanation of a lot of sophisticated ideas that are core to the Church of the Quantum Burp that I have found:
http://www.ted.com/talks/brian_greene_why_is_our_universe_fine_tuned_for_life.html
Ohmygosh! Where to start?
First of all, the Church of the Quantum Burp no longer celebrates the Universe. We now celebrate the Multiverse! We’ll accept the idea that there really are 10-to-the-140th power universes, as the superstring theory math predicts. So the now Religiously-Correct term, at least for my church, is Multiverse. Religious Correctness is important.
Second, it’s really romantic to think that, if tiny vibrating strings make up the quarks that make up the subatomic particles that make up atoms that make up matter, then the Multiverse is made of music. The Musical Multiverse! The vibrations of the strings constitute the Cosmic Symphony, of which we are all a part. Beethoven’s got nothing on the Multiverse. Neither does country music, to be sure. I want to be a Cosmic Cello!
Finally, St. Brian describes the situation as being that we are one Universe in a Cosmic “Bubble Bath” of Universes, where each Universe is a bubble. Now, as previously stated, I’m not in the church biz for the money, I’m in it for the chicks. Didn’t St. Brian just hand us guys the best line ever created? “Hey, Baby! You know we’re already sharing the Cosmic Bubble Bath! How ‘bout holding my hand?” Too tough to refuse, eh ladies? Makes you just want to melt into the Multiverse? As a way to escape, maybe. Submerge, like John Lennon in “A Hard Day’s Night” as he plays with his toy U-Boat.
Finally, St. Brian leaves a hole for faith big enough to launch a Saturn rocket through. This Universe that we live in is precisely tuned to allow us to exist. The slightest change to any of about 20 key formulas that govern our Universe would change the universe enough to keep us from existing as humans. The Anthropic Principal, as it’s known. Who made our Universe exactly this way? Well, if we grant that there are 10-to-the 120th power universes, we could be here by chance. Or, many would argue, there was another agent at work to allow us to be here, now. That is an issue of faith.
I listened to a lecture that finally let me understand Kant’s Critique of Pure Reason. In it, Kant says that we can have absolute knowledge only of what we experience directly. So anything beyond our direct experience, like the Big Bang, the Multiverse, or the Cosmic Symphony, we can never have real knowledge about. We can only have theories. Kant, a religious man, later said: “I had to limit knowledge in order to leave room for faith.” We’ll have to think about that, since we acknowledge that Kant was a pretty smart guy.
We’ll keep this Dispatch short. Enjoy the Multiverse, it’s the only ones we have. Get some champagne, listen to the Cosmic Symphony and splash around in the Cosmic Bubble Bath. Hum a few bars, maybe. And remember that in my church, we celebrate, rather than worship. So celebrate it all!
Cheers from Door County, Wisconsin. Come to Fyr Bal in Ephraim next weekend. Bonfires and fireworks in the Scandinavian celebration of the beginning of summer Saturday night.
I just watched this. The best explanation I have seen.
http://www.ted.com/talks/brian_greene_why_is_our_universe_fine_tuned_for_life.html
Enjoy the Multiverse.
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